hmpe aty alea ,,

oky now , alea stress gile nak mati ,,
hurm ,, sla kea alea nak epiepi nan fmily?
ukan alea tk igt dea,, knp lhaa aseq nk criq point bgdo ?
tk penadd ekh ?
smlm alea puas mngalah nan dea ,, even dea mra2 alea pon , alea still lembod nan dea ,
alea tnk gdo ary rye ny ,, alea da tk nak aseq nak btekak ,,

p sla kea alea nak spent time nan fmily japp ?
hurm ,, alea cm nak nges jea lhaa ,
ape ygg alea wat sume tk btol ..
hurm ,, alea syng dea , alea tk nk gdo nan dea ,
alea nak ubaa prngay alea hny toq dea ,
alea nak ubaa prngay baran alea , p dea tk abes2 nak mraa alea ,,
hurm , alea tak nak lawan akp dea , p alea sndri ygg stress ,
ya Allah haihh , raye pon still nak btekak ,
syngg oi , lau ade org len , just jujo nan alea ,,
jgn layan alea cmni ,,
#aleamatilagibagoss :)

my meaningful day :)

sempat snap pic nan anq sdre :)

ya Allah !, syokk gilee ary ny bole?
cuz ary ny dpt wet rye bnyk cgt! hahax xD . sukee3~
then , alea dpt mkn ketupat , rendangg , n mcm2 lg lhaa !
^^ , yg plingg best , kawan beq alea , tengku najihah td dtg uma alea ,.siap bawak kaom dea lgg .. :P
fatah , tengku zara, n dayana pon ade ^^
syokk .. :)

pagi rye nan kaq ema n mama <3

psto , alea g uma akq longg alea at skudai ,,
hee^^ , anq2 sdre alea sume da tue2 ! , dari umo 13 taon , cmpai 18 :)
ygg 13 taon toh ppuan ,, and yg len2 toh llki .. ^^
best gilee batak lhaa td cuz dpt wat kje gilee nan dorgg ! aww aww !
anq2 sdre alea men gitar ,, dorg nyanyi lagu apit bnyk2!
swear! , best gilee nan dorg ..opss lupe lak ,,
pg td mse alea mnx maap nan fmily , ade orgg bg alea wet rye (syilingg)
pon bole lhaa ea? jnji wet :P

ecok raye :))

swear!, alea excited gile nak rye ny ! :))
matlamat rye taon ny , COLLECT WET RYE , MAKAN BNYK2, :))
YEAYY! tak saba ny ~ ,, hahax , xD ,
korg2 sume , ny skali lgi alea nak igtkn ,wet rye alea jgn nk wat2 lupe !
kang ade gak yg msoq ICU alea kjekan :))

OKY , bia alea jadi diri alea sndri k ?

huh ! da ckop stress da alea ny! ,
aseq kne pkse pakai ito ini ,,
cubelhaa bg alea nyh jadi diri alea sndri ! .:(
yuckzz ! alea tk sukee lha cmni . >.<
susa sgt ke nak bg alea pluang toq alea tentukan life alea sndri ?
hurm ,, smpai ble lhaa nak kacau jalan crite idop alea sndri ,,
hais! , alea twu lhaa korg sygg alea , but please give me a chance for me to make my own way !
alea twu bezekan mne yg baeq n mne ygg buroqq lhaa. mak aihh ,, alea ny ukan budax sch renda lagie . !
tak kan smpai pakaian alea pon nak ditentukan oleh korg ?
nak swo alea akai baju BUNGEBUNGE ?geli lhaa bhai!
toh ukan diri alea twu takk ? . hex'eleyh!

suffering inside :( ,

alwys wants to be beside him :(

alwys want to be hugged by him :(

whoaaaaaaa! . god please help me :'(

*suffering ! 

maken ary maken sayangg :P

hee^^disebapkan alea ny da rndu bagai nak maty nan dea ny ,, so,
alea edit lhaa pic ny .. :P
haha xD ..lawaa tk ? .
sayang gilee nan dea ny , dea lha yg bnyk tahan nan prangai alea yg angin tk tentu pasal ny .. :)
NGOK , HOPE OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL LAST LONGER OKE ? :)

budax yg seksi jahat ? then budax yg bertudung baeq ?!

ny ade satu kesilapan ea? , alea dgo cter ade sorg ppuan ny kuakan statement budax yg seksi ny jht ? ? . then budax yg akai tdung baeq ? weyy doe, igt qw toh baeq sgt ke sayangg oii ? , so qw ny nk bngge lha ekh cbp qw toh pakai tdung , then org sume igt qw baeq , ? qw silap besa lhaa sayang ! tk semestinyer budax yg akai tdung toh baeq sgale bagai ! , eleyh , cm lha alea ny ttw ape kesa qw ea ? ,,haha ,, better keep ur mouth shut lhaa ea before qw nak mngate org len ? , yess, mmg alea nyh free hair pnye budax , but at least alea tk de lhaa nak blgak n tnjok diri nyh perfect :)

alea ukan nk hine budax yg akai tdung ,, mem alea ramai yg akai tdung ,, p tkde lhaa nak bajet mcm qw dherr ~

qw nyhh , bruba lha bhaii , jgn aseq nak anggp dri qw toh perfect ,, 

HAHA XD ~! qw akap alea nyh trgolong dlm golongan jahat lhaa ekh ?

p ade kea alea ny cmpai kua uma aleq pagi2 bute ?

so , lau takat smoke , qw nak akp alea nyh jht noh,, 

cube bandingkn , smoke nan aleq uma pagi2 bute ?

is there anythng that u can't conclude it ?

HAHA XD ! so, ape yg pnting , hati sseorg toh ,, 

lau pakai tdung p haty srupe bangkai , pon tk gune en ??

sayangg , actually no , u don't know what my life is like ,, so ,, shut up please before u lost ur tounge :)

mercun poppop ??

aish jiran alea sbelah ny , , tk abes abes baling mercun pop pop dea at kete kaq ema ,,
deyy , da besa lha bhaii qw nyh ! cehh , da bes toh wat lha care da beso , nyh tk ,,
kanak kanak lagi otak qw toh , =,=
da tuh , mulelah jerit segale bagai ble kne keja nan mak cuz men mercun pop pop cmpai pkol 11 mlm ?!
aishh , alea nak tyto pon tk senang lhaa :( ,meh cini alea baling mercun pop pop qw toh at muke qw !
grr ~ , ape pon tak bole lha qw ny !
SMASH qw kunkk >.<

my wish .. hehe^^

hee^^ , baby nyh chomell lhaa :)
cm naq cubit2 jer pipi dea :)
hee^^ , hope my future daughter will be like thiss ,,
lalalal <3

, rndu ayah ,,

hurm ,, mlm ny alea tak bole tyto lhaa , urmm , ttw lha nape ,,
myb cbp trfikirkan taon nyh alea raye sbagai anaq yatim kodd ,
org len best jea taon ny raye nan ayh dorg ,, p alea ?
alea da tkdee ayh ,, hurm ,, alea baru form 2 , daa tkde ayah ,, haish =,=
tk lengkap idop nyh ,,
tao tak , alea nak cgt salam tgn ayah mse rye naty ,,
p alea tk dpt nak salam ,,
alea hanye leyh ziarah kubur ayh jea ,, :( ..hurm ,, sayu haty ny ...
alea rndu cgt nak tgk ayah snyum ,,
even mse ayh idop , alea tk rpt nan ayh ,,
p jao disudut aty alea,, alea nak baleq life alea nan mama n ayah mcm mse alea kciq2 dulu ,,
alea nak ayh ameq alea mse aleq sch mcm mse alea sch tadika dulu ,,
ayah ,, i really miss that moment ,,:(
alea rndu ayh suapkan alea nasi nan kuah singgang fvourite alea nan ayah :(
p nape dlm usie alea yg mude , alea hilangg ayh ?
knape ayh ? , knpe ayh tingglkn alea nan mama hnye utk ppuan toh ?
and smpai detik ayh hmbuskn nfas trakhir ayh ,, alea tk dpt ciom dahi ayh cm dulu ?
ayah ,, kalau lha alea ade kuase , alea nk cgt kmbalikan mse lampau alea time alea kciq2 , hari2 ayah nan mam smbot alea aleq sch ,, :)
ite makn samesame :) . jln samesame ,,:)
p ckunx ? . tkpe lhaa ayh ,, myb da takdir idop alea cmni ,
p alea brsyuko coz ade mama ,,
mama lhaa yg jge alea nan baeq slme ayh tingglkn alea .. :'( ,
dea lhaa yg gnty tmpt ayah criq rzki ,, bg alea makn minom ,, bg alea pluang tok idop cm org lenn ...
and lagu satu prkare ygg wat idop alea brtmbh brmakne lagie , kehadiran seorg insan yg alea cnte dlm idop alea ,,,dea da jnji, , naq jge alea ,, :) ,, Allah ,, please keep the persons who i love safe for me ,, coz , i can't live without them .. :))

LEMAK! g men jao2 sanee :((

OMG!
prot alea da mcm org mngandung daa :( , bonceyt !! ,
tk bole jadi ny ,, ape tk nyer ,, alea sllu buke nsi 2 or 3 pinggan ,,hehe^^
laparlhaa ,,
lps alea buke , alea tros golekgolek smpai trtyto ,,
mane tk maken chubby bdn ny ! ,
lemak pon agaknyer da tebal dlm bdn ny ..
btw , alea bangge jadi PENTERNAK LEMAK :(
*bangge sgt2* :((
tk bole jadi ny ,, kne kuruskan bdn aleq ,, naty huby alea lari jao2 !
xD , HAHA , ehh , brani dea nk lari jao2.,?
elak kne tembak jea nan alea lau dea lari cbp alea da chubby ^_^
haha , alea nak umumkn , alea adelah PENTERNAK LEMAK yg berjayee :))

my pray ,

ary ny ,, alea tol2 epi ,, cbp zack sent bnyk mcg cnte at alea ,, hee^^ ,, iteorg gdo tk kemane pon ,, lastlast baeq gak ,
sayangg , alea ttw nk pjok org cgt lhaa . :))
stu jea yg plix tntng alea, alea sukee cgt kne pjok ,,p alea nympah nak pjok org :P
hehe~^^ , so sayangg , lau syg mjok , alea tk pjok ukan cbp alea tk suke syg , p alea nymph nk pjok lhaa :))
btw , ttw lha nape ary ny alea alwys pk tntng mamat sorg nyhh ,,
aseq rndu nk sakatt dea cm sllu :(
da lamee tk umpe dea ,, rndu nak tepox SIX PACK dea :'(
tkpe tkpe alea , alea kne saba , naty rye bru leyh umpe dea ,, :)
ahh ,! lame nyerr ~ , hurm ,,
aduihh , rndu tramat nan dea ,,
nseb baeq lha zaman ckunx nyh da canggih , bole men mcg , bole call,chatting ,
haa^^ , lau alea idop at zaman dulu2 , agaknyer da lame mati buno diri :3
haha, ALLAH , PEASE KEEP HIM SAVE FOR ME :)

raye + duet raye = kaye raye ! :))

raye da dkadd .. hehe ^^
epinyer ,, tk saba2 nak collect wet rye ..hehe..
$$ ,, wat scpe yg da jnji nan alea nak bg alea wet rye , jgn korg wat2 lupe jnji korg ,, alea igt ,! siap catat name korg dlm buku hutang alea lagie tao , so,jgn wat2 lupe ea.. :P
alea tuntut jnji korg , scpe yg tk bg , alea tareq idong dea cmpai jdi mcm mcDonald ! >.<
and lagi satu , disebapkan alea da besa,, so jgn lhaa just bg alea sehengget jewp -,-
agak2 lhaa ea korg ,, kalau umo cm alea nyh ,,sewajarnye bg RM 10 ke atas ,,:))
kan kan kan ? . kesimpulanyer ,, jgn jadi kedekot taik idong masen ea :))
love korg sume !

means of sayangg

now , alea nak akp psal sayangg ,,
hee^^, ape mkne sygg pd insan yg sbenanye ? ..meh cini alea terangkan at korg sume ekh ?
sayangg pd insan toh ,, mknenye care kite mnjage sseorg ito ,,
kalu betol ite sygg sseorg toh , ite akn berusehe utk mnjge org toh nan sebaik yg mngkin ..
ite tk kn biarkn org toh membuat kesilapn ,, maralha org toh demi kebaikan dea ,,
cegah org toh dari tros melangkah jao dgn ksilapan2 dea :)
and lau ite syang sseorg toh, ite akn brusehe tok tdk sakettkan aty dea , tk kn uad air mate dea mnglir krn hmpe nan sikap ite ,, :)) , am i right ?

my bengong :)

err dea ny ! 

grm tao tk ?! alea cm nk tumbok jea tao dea ny ! aseqaseq nk mgok ! :(

bengongg noh! . lau lha skunx ny dea ade at sbla alea ,, mmg alea treq tlinge dea smpai ptoss ,, grrr ~

tao lha rndu , p tkyha lhaa nak mgok ble alea tk nak umpe ! :((

aish dea ny ! oke fine lau nak mgok , ,, da nk rye pon still nak gdoo ! :(

aishhhhhhhh! stress :(

sukee dukee :)

smlm mse program aleq kg at sch , pheww ! permandangan yg clear! BALA! :)
sukee3! ,, hee^^ade gak sorg minah nyh yg sebox nak nenok PAPAN dea toh ! .err nymph alea :P
p pd kemuncak progrm toh , alea sdeh cgt coz last dpt smbot progrm nyh nan sarah :(

i'll miss you lha babe , and lagi satu ,, dpt plok sume mem yg alea sayangg ,, trutamenye , jia,shima,fad,pyqa :))
SELAMAT HARI RAYE ea sume ,,
maapkn alea lau alea ade wat sla nan korgg ,
halalkan mkn mnom alea ea ,, :))

swear sdeh bce blog kao :'(

hurm ,, kawan alea sorg ny da nk pnda nxt year ,,
weyyhh , jgn lha pnda, tk besh ,, tkde org yg tlong memekak dlm SURAU UTAN BNDA lg :((
saraa , even sometimes prngay qw cm hntu cine , p aq ttw lha nape aq still leyh gurau2 lg nan qw ,,
hurm ,, mzty nxt year clasz ite sunyi ekh ? mzty bas PKCIK ISA sunyi sepi :(
cbp slme ny , sore qw jea yg org leyh dgo dlm jarak 8 batu :(
naty aq kompom rndu nk kcau BOOBIZE qw :(..
tamao lhaa pnda ,, oke sygg ? :))

my promise ..

sayangg ,, i can't promise you a perfect relationship,,

but , i promise you , as long as you fight for me ,, i will stay :)
you are the only reason of my life
and i love you so much :)) <3

raye raye ! . ! :))

bengong noh alea nyh ,, rye pon lame lg da excited gilegile ! .. sah sewel! :))
p ukn ape ,, ade org toh da jnji nk bg alea wet rye ,, :P .
kan kan ZAKWAN ? haha ,, hee^^ ,,
bju rye taon ny kaler klabu ,, same nan mama , abg putra ,abg amin ,last but not list , ZAKWAN :)
hope rye taon nyh alea dpt bnyk wet rye ,, hee^^ ,, nk joli katak mce outing naty :))
nk kmpol wet bnykbnyk! :P
then , nak rye rmairamai nan mem! :))
RAYE BERJEMAAH ^_^
 harokk lhaa bhaii .. :))

you've make me sad , tq :))

alea mnx maap lau alea da bruba sikap nan awk ,, alea tk sngke awk cmtoh ,,
awk bruba mndadak ..
alea da tk knl sape awk lagi skunx ,,
awk bukan lagi H yg alea knl dulu ~ .,
smpai aty awk kan ? .. alea tk sngke awk snggop wat bnde cmto ,,
awk da uad alea tol2 hmpe nan awk ..
awk da uad alea hilngg respect nan awk ,,
stu jea alea nk awk twu , alea tk pena mngkir jnji ,,
but plis give me time for me to accpt you back as my bff in my life k ?
alea da tk knl awk yg skunx ,, masheh wat fmily alea cmto ,,
alea HARGAI :(

my mom advised . :) , haha xD

hee^^ , td mak alea akp ,,, llki yg berjaye tahan dugaan dimaki , dimarah oleh mama ,
llki toh lhaa yg layak jdi mnantu dea ,. whoho ~
and td mama akp , lau nak criq suami ,
criq suami ygg tk kurang ajar nan org tue ,,
cbp , kompom idop ite akn epi nan dea ,, haha xD
so wat my prince,zack, lau nak nan alea ,
knelhaa tahan bnyk dugaan drpd mama n alea oke bongok ? :))

meoww :))

ade scpe at cinie uke nan kucing ??? .
put your hands up! haha ^^ ,,

alea suke sgt nan kucing tao ,,
cbp ,  dea chomell,mnje,,
kajian ade mngatekan , kucing leyh ubati stress tao
alea ade bele sekor ank kcing ny ,, name dea momoe ,,
dea mnje cgt ,, hee^^ stiap ary dea tyto nan alea ,,
alea sayangg cgt nan momoe ,, hee^^
sukee nenok telatah dea ,,

my sweetheart :)

Capital N !  :) .(najihah)
i love so so fucker suckin damm much lhaa babe! :))
ny mem alea ,, mem alea yg gilee ! :))
alea sayang dea tao ,, hee^^ ,, bnyk kngan iteorgg ,,
dea ny suke noh wat lawak bdo pagi pagi bute ,, :P
disbapkan dea , alea epi gilee g sch ,, dea bnyk nsihtkn alea ..
hee^^ , alea ckunx nk pnggl dea MINAH SELIPAR JEPUN HIJAU :p
hee^^ ,, ade mksod yg trsirat tao ..
sayangg , hope ite kawan smpai ble2 k ? .i love you ~

tak sangke ,, hurmm

hurm ,, alea tk sngke lhaa ,, mem yg alea syangg tol2 da bruba ,,
dulu dea baeq sgt , berbudi bhse , p skunx nape da bruba ,
hmm , alea da tk knl spe dea yg skunx ,,
tao tk , sejahat jahat alea , alea tk pena uad mak alea cmto ,, '
alea hormat dea sbagai mama alea ,,
p nape mem ygg alea syangg snggop krang ajr nan mama alea yg da anggp dea cm ank cndri ,,
mama alea kalu mra mmg cm alea ,, dea lepaskn sumenye ,,
p last last dea oke gak en ,,
mcm lhaa mem alea toh tk knl prangai mama ..
hmm ,, alea tol2 tk sngke dea cmtoh ,,
dea da buadd alea tk sukee nak bkawan nan dea lagie ,,
alea pling tk sukee org krang ajar nan org tue ,,
yea alea ngaku , alea ukan baeq sgt ,, p alea twu bezekan kawan2 n org tue ,,
jgn lhaa smpai tkde adab nan org yg slame ny baeq nan ite ,,
org tk pndang rupe lhaa ,,
org pndang pd budi bhse ite ,,
rupe tk kekal lhaa ,, igt toh ,, lau ALLAH treq nikmat yg ite ade ckunx ,
ape yg tinggl at ite ?
lau muke ite stu hari naty kne asid, ape yg tinggl tok ite lagi ,
hny berbekalkan budi bhse, hati yg bersih n amal ite jea ite leyh troskan idop ite ny ,,
hurm ,,

my dream ,. ~

nyh alea nak kongsi impian alea nan korg sume :)

alea nak cgt life story yg best ,, hee^^ , mcm cinderella ,, 

ending cter cndrella,dea dpt kawen nan putere idaman dea idop hapilly forever n ever rite ?

ngee ~ ,, alea pon nk ,, alea nak kawen putere idaman alea sndri ,, 

hee^^ , pstu idop nan dea slame lamenye .. ~ 

fuyohh ,, dongengg jea lbey ,, 

p tkpe ,, hehe.,mne lha twu en naty jadi knyataan ,, haha xD 

okyoky , alea cont,

then , alea nak tinggal at uma yg beso :P

ade kolam ,, or bak kate mak salleh , SWIMMING POOL ! 

phuff ~ , haha ,, 

psto en , alea nak belikan mama alea villa ,, hee^^

bia dea ddok dlm uma toh diam2 ,, nikmati hari tue dea dgn keadaan slse ,,

hee^^ ,, p naty bkl suami alea tkley mra ea lau alea kerap tyto uma mama ,,

ngee `~ alea en ank mama , ,, 

ank tunggal lak toh ,, mne leyh pisah sgt nan mama ,, hehe ^^ ,, peace !

love a.k.a cinta

hyep~

firstly , alea nak akp psl cnte ,, hee^^ sume org ade cnte msing2 kan ?

stiap org ade jalan crite cnte msing2 ...

ade org yg jln crite cnte dea peno nan cabaran ,,

and ade gk org yg crite cnte dea bhagie jeap ...

p utk capai matlamat cnte ite ,, ite kne saba ,, cekal ,,brani hdapi plbagai cabaran dlm hubungan cnte ite ,,

jgn cpt mngalah ,,,

tkde satu pon psangan bcnte tkde gdo ,,

kompom ade en ? p trpulang pd psangan toh nak slesaikan dgn care yg cmner ,

and lagi satu alea nak akp ,, 

SETIA toh pnting ,, 

toh jea lhaa yg dpt jamin matlamat cnte ite ,, 

toh jea lha kunci utk ite bhagia :)

so , tamao siesie kan cnte ite k ? 

cbp , cnte sjati hny dtg skali dlm idop ite ,, wlaopon stu hari ite jumpe pnggnti psangan ite , 

dea tk kn samee nan cnte sjati ite yg dulu :) ..