, rndu ayah ,,

hurm ,, mlm ny alea tak bole tyto lhaa , urmm , ttw lha nape ,,
myb cbp trfikirkan taon nyh alea raye sbagai anaq yatim kodd ,
org len best jea taon ny raye nan ayh dorg ,, p alea ?
alea da tkdee ayh ,, hurm ,, alea baru form 2 , daa tkde ayah ,, haish =,=
tk lengkap idop nyh ,,
tao tak , alea nak cgt salam tgn ayah mse rye naty ,,
p alea tk dpt nak salam ,,
alea hanye leyh ziarah kubur ayh jea ,, :( ..hurm ,, sayu haty ny ...
alea rndu cgt nak tgk ayah snyum ,,
even mse ayh idop , alea tk rpt nan ayh ,,
p jao disudut aty alea,, alea nak baleq life alea nan mama n ayah mcm mse alea kciq2 dulu ,,
alea nak ayh ameq alea mse aleq sch mcm mse alea sch tadika dulu ,,
ayah ,, i really miss that moment ,,:(
alea rndu ayh suapkan alea nasi nan kuah singgang fvourite alea nan ayah :(
p nape dlm usie alea yg mude , alea hilangg ayh ?
knape ayh ? , knpe ayh tingglkn alea nan mama hnye utk ppuan toh ?
and smpai detik ayh hmbuskn nfas trakhir ayh ,, alea tk dpt ciom dahi ayh cm dulu ?
ayah ,, kalau lha alea ade kuase , alea nk cgt kmbalikan mse lampau alea time alea kciq2 , hari2 ayah nan mam smbot alea aleq sch ,, :)
ite makn samesame :) . jln samesame ,,:)
p ckunx ? . tkpe lhaa ayh ,, myb da takdir idop alea cmni ,
p alea brsyuko coz ade mama ,,
mama lhaa yg jge alea nan baeq slme ayh tingglkn alea .. :'( ,
dea lhaa yg gnty tmpt ayah criq rzki ,, bg alea makn minom ,, bg alea pluang tok idop cm org lenn ...
and lagu satu prkare ygg wat idop alea brtmbh brmakne lagie , kehadiran seorg insan yg alea cnte dlm idop alea ,,,dea da jnji, , naq jge alea ,, :) ,, Allah ,, please keep the persons who i love safe for me ,, coz , i can't live without them .. :))